Saturday, December 11, 2010

Tafsiran mimpi

mcm2 cerite yg kite mimpi kan setiap malam.... tp maksud cerite tuh 1 ape pn x tau... janji mimpi tu mimpi indah....heheh... well recently mimpi yg hadir setiap malam adalah....jeng jeng jeng..heheh.... i dreamt different guys every night... so xleh r kate dorg tu jodoh kan.. bape byk jodoh plak kn.. tamak sungguh.. dh sampai leh jadi 'manizer' kn. selalu dengar womanizer je.. hahah...i really hope one of them will come true... it felt real tau.. xde merepek2 pn mimpi tuh.. haih...petunjuk ape plak ni ek.. or sekadar mainan tidur dari syaitan..huhuhu.... when will my search come to an end?


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Engagement.. SURPRISE!!!!!

Mmg trend kot org skrg bile nk tunang mmg x bgtau org... biase la, tunang ni slalu ny majlis antara family je... so friend doen't deserved to know la ek.. or maybe u dont consider me as a friend kot...

aku rse ni perkara yg baik utk dikongsi bersama..why must u all keep it until we all figure it out thru fb.... i mean come on man... this is a big event in ur life... u already make a decision that change ur entire life....soon ur gonna change ur title from miss to madam... huhuu....

dont give me excuses such as u r not telling me because i'm not gonna attend ur engagement if u invited me....that is not even a reason.... i know that although i'm not going pun, at least u have the courtesy to tell me... thats all.... i dont want to know it the same way other people did... its like ouch!...thats hurt u know... all the reasons that u gave me, nonsense! gosh..now i have to tell myself that people are just like that... they disappeared when they happy but when they have many problems they crawled back to me...

maybe they just dont know what they are doing...they find it something that very secretive n just want to surprise us...well i gotta tell u, it worked! i am surprised!...well done...

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Spending money like water and i'm BROKE!

but hey, i don't remember spending it? all i know the money is getting lesser and lesser... :(

money in my bank account only left 2 digits...HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!imagine how am i going to survive till end of this month...... in fact, i still haven't started saving for holiday!!!!! camno nk shopping nanti? huaaaaa......................

Saturday, November 6, 2010

X tahan nyer...

nak die blh x? huhu... desperate gler dr deperate housewife..heheh... boring r...bile weekend je tersadai kat umh...xde pn org berlumba2 nak ajak kuar ke,..heheh...layan internet je memanjang abis sume bende pn nak search...tp pelik, dok umh memanjang pn duit still sengkek punyer...mane poie duit den ni ha? haiyya...

kan best ade ade bf, leh p jenjalan sampai tercabut kaki, g makan2 sampai perut nk pecah... g tgk movie walaupun dh download malam tadi..kuar x balik2 x igt dunia (bile mak call je wat2 x dengar)..heheheh... must be fun kan... but thats the only thing that never happens to me...

WHEN?   WHEN?   WHEN?

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Confession

bg org lain, nk confess yg kite suke kat seseorg mmg susah....mcm2 perasaan pn ade like malu, segan and so on...somehow, aku rase senang je...maybe sbb dh slalu wat kot....sampai dh jadi habit..huhu... i define myself as someone yg senang suke kat org tp cepat je x ske kat org gaks...camno tuh... maybe sbb x ske pendam perasaan ni lame2 kot....

most of them slalu ny akan jadi kawan bile aku confess..ni yg x best nih... org ske kat die, alih2 jd kawan je... hampeh tol...huhuhu...x sesuai gitu... bile la nk jumpe 'the one' nih? or maybe i should stop doing this....let other people start rather than myself... tp lambat r nk tunggu..huhuu....xde kesabaran tuh la....

tp bile org lain start saying yg die suke kite plak, aku mesti rase semacam...rse mcm x best r...maybe ni kot perasaan mereka bile ade org admit ske kat kite...either kite suke blk or x...slalu ny x kot.. hahahha.... so far la...mesti bile dh x suke tuh , aku tend to avoiding them..x kire r in any ways pn....ade yg faham bahase... n ade gaks x mmg x paham2 bahase..hahhaha....jahat ny aku nih....

well, itulah kehidupan...x semua bende yg kite nk kite dpt, kan... usaha n tawakal, redha dgn ape yg tuhan dh set kan utk kite....maybe die nk tunjukkan kat kite org tu bkn utk kite, n maybe ade yg lebih baik utk kite tp kite still xtau or x jumpe lg...harap2 masih ade lg lelaki yg berkualiti utk kite diluar sane that has not been taken yet.......heheh...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Opss...I did it again..

yeah...again n again...bile nk stop nih? can't help it la... everytime nk bersara je, mesti aku wat all over again... huuu....ssh tol kan klau dh jd habit....hope this will be the last one.....n kekal..heheh...
zaman skrg ni, dh x kesah dh....sbb what's left, isn't the very best nor perfect.....but that has kept me alive...

Monday, October 4, 2010

Weddings

Don't we all love weddings?... well i don't.. i mean recently...when u get too many invitations from ur friends saying that they getting married, it means that yours is just around the corner...yeke? supposedly like that....hmm....but as for me, i don't know just yet...well obviously coz i'm not in a relationship....huhu...cian ny kat diri sndri...

there are 2 things i've noticed this raya....1)flat screen tv & 2) babies...is it me or this year just the right time to have babies? weird. i can't believe my friend is already with baby..and me? stil the same..x kan nk maintain jer...for how long? hmmm.....

it's not that i've been avoiding weddings..it's just that for the past few years, i went to the wedding ,alone... nowadays, dh xde sgt g dgn kwn2..mesti dtg dgn gf @ bf kn.... i'm getting used to it (being alone)... dh x kesah dh....


: penting sgt ke attend weddings nih? nak kene beli hadiah la....xpn kene hulur duit....

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Marie Digby - Stupid For You

It's not everday
That I find a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you !
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Stupid for you..

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move
But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me waiting here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you!
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistake...

I've fallen stupid for you.. 

p/s : if only....

Belum mase ny lg...

tau x Tuhan sedang menguji kite? bile kite nak sesuatu ssh sgt nk dpt walau pun segigih mane usaha kite... today i've learnt sumthing from a friend. she's married and already have a very cute daugther...to me, she has everything that every woman dream about...of course la aku pn nak kawin and also nk anak... she said sume org pn ckp mcm tu kat die.. ttp die plak ckp die nk ape yg aku ade tp die masih xde iaitu pekerjaan... as for her mmg ssh sgt nk dpt keje..she applied sume jenis keje n x memilih tp still x dpt2 gak... ye r..dh ade anak kot.. expenses pn mesti r bertambah kn...mesti r teringin nk pegang duit sendiri, shopping brg anak... for ur info, die mmg x penah pn keje lps abis blaja...betul la die kate Tuhan ni mmg nk uji sejauh mane kite berusaha nk dpt kan ape yg kite nk sgt2...huhuhu....

so for those who still unmarried n looking forward to, don't ever give up trying n searching what's best for us...n most important is we should be grateful n thankful of what we already have....huhuu....

Please remind me how to be happy...

This year considered boring to me...busy with work, have no time for entertainment, less outing... hmm... I don't know how i've got this feeling...it's weird.. i can't believe my life could be this way...but anyways, i don't regret doing it..it's my choice after all...my darker side has take into control...but still people thinks i'm such a good person...they should get themselves lasik treatment so that they can see clearly...huhu...

i know i've been avoiding some people...i don't know why.. all i know, one day when i woke up, i just figured i don't like what i have right now, x kisah r sesape ke...nk wat camno? dah aku x ske, x kn nk pakse2...paling pantang r kalau org pakse aku wat sumthing that i really don't like...despite doing that, i felt nothing...rse mcm jasad je yg ade tp perasaan sume dh xde...just like a corpse..hahha..

being happy wasn't in my dictionary anymore...maybe i don't deserve to be...maybe this is a punishment for all my sins...i know life is too short.. we don't know when we're going to die...i wish that i still have time to enjoy my life...

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Aliaa, ko bile lg?


Ayat ni mmg slalu kuar time raye bile jumpe sedare n bile time jumpe kawan lame….  Xtau r ni spot question atau mmg ayat fav dorg kn…tp yg paling penting.. aku mmg x suke jawab…mmg nk ngelak sje r…bile ckp blom sampai mase lg, nti kene sound plak ckp aku memilih sgt… salah ke kalau kite memilih? Ni utk mase dpn kite gak kn…

Tp bg kes aku plak, aku bkn ade senarai calon utk dipilih…yg ade masuk line pn, sume ny menakutkan aku….hahah…..jahat kn ayat… but that’s the truth la…I’m not the kind of person yg ‘most wanted’ mcm kengkawan yg lain…I don’t have the looks mcm models…but hey, don’t we all deserve to be loved?…


Sunday, August 15, 2010

the name is ...

my name kalau ikut surat beranak mmg ade 2 'A' kat blkg... but sometimes people tend to spell it wrong... punye la ringkas & padat name aku pn blh slh.. klau ikut sejarah, name aku ni ayah aku yg bg... die kate biar start dgn A nti sume pn bende pn start dulu... klau kene bab yg best ok la kn tp klau bab yg x best contoh nye masa tahun 6, kn kene GCB..eh, tu Grilled Chicken Burger kat McD la.. BCG la Aliaa.. biase la kn time2 puase ni nk tersasul bab2 mknn plak..ngee..owh, berbalik kpd crite BCG tu, x psl2 aku jd among org yg pertame kene dulu dlm kelas aku la... budak2 kelas lain yg dh kene tuh ade yg nangis2 even laki pn.. so bile sampai time aku, aku pn konfius nk act mcm mane, gelak ke, nangis ke, mengilai ke.. hmm, ntah la.. so dipendek kn cerita (dgn sengaja nya x 'conclude'kn ape kesudahan cerita BCG tu td), aku rse ade baik buruk nya la jadi org bernama yg starts with A ni..

Mostly org panggil aku dgn nama Alia. sebetulnya kene r sebut name aku panjang sket kn sebab ade 2 'A', kire mcm 2 harkat la... ade plak yg panggil LIA. dh la name aku dh ckup pendek, korg pendek kn lg ye..hmm sukati ko la pumpkin.. ade budak sekor ni panggil aku 'A A', sebut dgn betul sambil mulut tu terbuka luas sket mcm org blaja vokal kat AF tuh... bkn mcm sebut bateri AA tuh...dulu penah gak ngade2 gune name Ally.. mcm Ally Iskandar plak..hahaha... ayah aku lg best. rse ny die yg ber ia2 letak name aku Aliaa. alih2 panggil aku Ilya...haa, camno tuh?

Maksud name aku klau ikut buku name2 islam = tinggi. tp klau ade 2 'A' kat blkg xtau plak maksud die exactly sbb buku tu dh hilang plak... x sure la plak aku tinggi tu dr segi ape kn. nk kate pelajaran, jd QS je. klau x mesti kene jd doktor nih.. nk kate tinggi fizikal plak xde la tinggi mane pn.. 5 kaki brape inci ntah.. ntah2 nk dpt laki tinggi kot..hahah...AMINN...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

DIET LA SANGAT...

Ape itu diet?
Org pompuan mmg obses dgn perkataan nih....termasuk aku la sejak akhir2 nih... klau dulu aku pelik npe pompuan x puas ati dgn badan yg kire pada aku dh ok r tuh... so skrg padan muka ko r aliaa...huhuhu...

klau dulu aku blh share kerusi dok 2 org tp skrg klau blh nk duduk sorg sampai 2 kerusi baru selesa kot..(brape diameter ass ko nih..ish..ish..ish) huhuuh...so aliaa ko kene r admit that skrg secare automatik nyer ko pn dh tergolong dlm grup tu...(x yah wat membeship card sbb ni member lifetime punyer)...

tp kn, thn ni kat opis ade byk keje urgent which require aku jd 'workaholic'.. perkataan workaholic tu je kemain punye sedap sehingga menjilat jari, tp sebenarnye bende tu mcm penyakit je...berbalik pada topic asal kite ye tuan2 dan puan2, selama lebih kurang 5 bulan keje eveready (eh, tu jenama bateri) EVERYDAY, berat badan aku turun 3kg! YAHOO!!!!! tp maybe x byk kot beza nye... Eh tp bile convert kepada miligrams byk wo... 3kg = 300,000miligrams... byk kn... (sambil mengangkat kening laju2) huhuhu.. padahal fizikal ny same je saiz badan aku.. haih...(sambil mengeluh mcm smiley ym tuh..)

so moral of the story...jadik la workaholic yg cemerlang lagi terbilang (sila nyanyi lagu patriotik skrg)....but of course kene ade effort sket untuk membantu lose kan weight tuh...antara calon2 nya adalah...

1) puase ganti 2 kali ganda daripada biase...baik buat b4 nk puase ni...kang kene byr fidyah plak..

2) makan maggi each time bile nk bukak pose...maggi kari r sedap berapi lg tu kuar asap...klau xde cube carik kat bwh meja colleague korg.. sure ade punye stok makanan..even kat meja bos pn.. (jgn lupe kidnap snack lain yg terjumpe tau)..

3) berjemur kat luar time panas terik sbb nk kuar kn peluh nk singkir kn toksin dlm badan... time lunch pn ok ape nk wat sambil2 nk tapau lunch tuh x pn dine-in r kat tgh2 panas tuh.....tp dpt extra bonus r bile wat nih kire mcm ala2 bli 1 percume 15 la = kulit pn akan bertukar warna la der....

4) amek flyers yg slalu org letak kat wiper kete psl slimming body punyer promotion tuh, pastu bg kat bos korg n tulis kat citu "p.s : bos, x paham2 lg ker, org nk kurus ni, slalu komplen aku mkn byk bile pegi majlis..." care ni agak merbahaye sket (mcm tanda RADIOACTIVE) sbb takut die fire ko blk (ala2 ultraman lawan dgn raksakse berebut jajan yg ade hadiah percuma kat dlm) dgn ayat feberet die "abis la bonus ko thn ni.."

to be continued.... beri laluan untuk penaja ubat gigi cap ibu dan sedare mare belah ayah tiri mak cik jiran sebelah umh ...

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Colmar Tropicale - Seminar JKR

2-4 May 2010...

dapat invitation from JKR wilayah mengatakan WAJIB kne g seminar tuh..dpt je fax tu, mula r aku berangan2 nk g kn... tp slalu ny x dpt r...ye r, xkn bos nk bg plak seminar siap kene tdo sane.. mahal plak tu..huhuhu... tp somehow bos bg plak g..n aku ape lg... GEMBIRA NYER!!!.... dapt gak bercuti lepas jd workaholic selame sebulan..

so nk dipendekkan cerite, hari ahad tu bertolak r ke sane dgn kakyati naik savvy die tuh... at 1st risau gaks aku pk "larat ke kete tu panjat bukit tinggi tuh?" huhuhu... larat...tp semput sket r..heheheh....so sampai2 je kat atas tuh, "SURPRISE!!! bilik xde!!!..demmm, ape punyer teruk r servis hotel tuh..ade hikmah r ktrg sampai lewat sket...tp kesian r kat org yg dh dtg awl kn....
dlm kol 5.30 mcm tuh bru dpt bilik...ktrg mmg amek bilik katil twins..bile msuk jer, terkejut sket r...mcm 3 bintang ny hotel je..huhuhu...slalu ny masuk2 sume dh ade..ni x, towel xde, remote control tv pn xde...camno nk tgk tv nih..huhuhuuh...xtau r ni perasaan aku or ke aku yg byk songeh?heheheh....
(opps...sori dgn keadaan yg sepah sket tuh..huhuhu...)

tibe r bab yg paling best skali dlm agenda, MAKAN TIME!!! dh tu, bile tgk agenda die asyikmkn je..rse ny ni seminar mkn kot...huhuhu...complete waktu mkn die,

1) bekfes
2) minum pagi
3) lunch
4) minum ptg
5) dinner
6) supper


over kn..n sume tuh aku x penah missed... heheheheheh... dh byr kot..so there goes my diet...huhu... diet r sgt ko aliaa...xde makne ny..huhuhu...

kat umh punye r liat nk bgun, kat ctu automatic je tersedar.. huhu...ye r..dh xde pape pn nk wat kn kat ctu...so seminar die xlame pn... sehari n dh blh cover sume dh...maybe sume excited nk berehat je kot...the bestest part is, dpt jamu mate dengan 'scenery' die r kat ctu...tu je r yg ade kat ctu...ade lg yg best tp x sdp ati plak nk cite kat cni...kantoi plak nti heheh...although aku tau xde spe yg nk bc blog ni, tp sy stil malu...hehehhe....

ni ade r sket gambar yg blh di share bersame...huhuhuhu....



Moral of the story : jgn lpe sapu sume gule, crimer, teh, kopi, syampoo etc yg ade dlm bilik b4 blk...hehehhehe...